I bet you when you work all day Friday. Moses will try and hang out with drea cause she has no school and you work all day. Ahaa bitch.
Damn he’d be really talented then. Considering the fact that he’s already told me he’s gonna work Friday so he can get Sunday off so how’s he gonna do that and hang out with her? You dumb cunt:D
Does Moses really go where and hang out with who he's say?
Well considering the fact that me and our other couple friends are pretty much the only people hangs out with I’m pretty sure he’s not lying about that. He doesn’t even hang out with his best friends that often because he’s always working.
I recently found out my boyfriend was cheating on me. I can't stop blaming myself, feeling insecure and most of all feeling like I can't trust believe him when he says he loves me. I broke up with him and he fought for me back. I have a really hard time being physical with him without thinking about him cheating on me. How did you get over it?
With me I was devastated and heartbroken. Like you, i broke up with him but I thought about it and asked myself “how much do I love him?” “Do I wanna be without him?” and most of all “Can I forgive him?” After I answered all those questions I decided to try and work on forgiving and trusting him. I love him way to much to wanna let go.
Honestly, I don’t even know if I’m fully over it. It’s a long way coming and a long way to go. But he realized what he did was wrong and has worked on fixing his problems. We’ve compromised and sacrificed alot in order to make things work again. We’re better but we’re never gonna be what we were before and you kinda have to accept that. You just have to take that blind leap of faith again. Much like you did in the beginning.
Don’t do anything you’re not comfortable with and listen to your heart. Like I said it’s not gonna be the same as before. But both of you have to be willing to work on it together. I hope everything works out
Do you think you'd ever cheat on Moses?
No, i wouldn’t. I can’t even think about it. Yea, everyone says that I’m entitled to it but I seriously can’t. It breaks my heart. Even cross faded outta my mind I couldn’t. I just feel guilty for some reason. Don’t ask me why I just do.
You never answered my question :(
What was your question hon? I try and answer all of mine but I don’t know of I got yours. I’m sorry.
I love my boyfriend and I think he’s rather amazing. That will be all. Bye.
I know that he loves me and that I love him. I really don't want to be with anyone else. I just have become so insecure with myself. Well, I went to school with your boyfriend. I don't know him personally, I just know of him lol im glad that you worked things out and that everything is okay with you and him though! He is a lucky guy :)
I used to… occasionally still do, feel those same doubts. its usually when im having a horrid day but i’ve been getting alot better about it all now that im able to talk it all out with him. He’s always there for me and always willing to talk things out with me. He knows my past and knows where all my insecurities come from so he understands and doesn’t judge it and this makes me love him even more. He makes me wanna be a better person and better myself. He’s truly amazing <333
From school? So from Heritage?
And thank you! I hope things work out with you and your boyfriend too!
That's how I feel! Well most of my doubts usually are that I'm not good enough for him and that he can do so much better than me.. After all the drama that went on with my parents I just felt like shit. I was constantly doubting wether I loved him, is he going to leave me, what if he finds someone better. I have no confidence in myself anymore, but idk I'm getting better with his help. Also, my boyfriend lives far away from me so I'm always worried that I'm not going to be able to see him again.
Where to begin… Well he is my boyfriend. But I just have trust issues and I always convinced that everyone will walk out on me cause that’s what my parents did. So I have that voice in my mind. I have strange insecurities and it doesn’t help that my grandparents are old school as well so I don’t get to see him as much as Id like to. However whenever I’m with him it’s always truly amazing and I realize why I love him. It’s just when we’re apart I get crazy ideas and get super scared of losing him. Why I do this… I dunno.
Well an update on this stitch, shortly after this post, I just went out and talked to him and he just reassured me. I realized that I’m crazy for underselling myself and doubting anything. He really does love me and I love him more than anything.
I’m just curious, what’s the story on how you know my boyfrien
He helped me get over my doubts and anxiety. If your boyfriend really loves you and only wants your happiness, then he will too, help you ease these doubts and reassure you about your relationship. Now, I feel silly for every having such anxiety about him and I even cried while writing this. Ha, but really... if you love him, tell him. If he loves you back he will be more than willing to help you. I hope all goes well and that things get better soon. Smiling doesn't hurt either :)
I’m going to write a full post to respond to you. Okay?
Now, I don't know about you're boyfriend (well I do but that's another story) but my boyfriend is nothing short but amazing. He tries everyday that I have been with him to prove just how much he loves me. He is really the love of my life and I know for a fact that I'm going to marry him, so in the end I realized how much he ment to me and how much I ment to him. I told him every little detail that was on my chest and you know what? He got sad but he didn't love me any less. (cont)
horrible, horrible thoughts. Then I started to doubt everything I was feeling but I didn't tell my boyfriend. I began to have panic attacks everytime I was near my boyfriend, I became really depressed, I became unhappy. I also started fighting my boyfriend for no reason and I would imagine him with other girls. I thought all of these horrible thoughts for about month and a half until he had enough. We got into one huge argument and I almost lost him because of my insecure self. (cont)
I read your post about your anxiety about your "boyfriend." I'm guessing that's what he is. Well, first off, has he done anything in the past to cause you grief? does he treat you right? Does he flirt with other girl? lust after other girls? Does he treat you like you're the most important thing to him? I too, just got over anxiety about my boyfriend, my parent's are old school and don't accept my relationship, so that is where my anxiety all stems from. They convinced me these (cont)